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Life on Life's Terms from addiction to recovery
It seems to be much easier to look around and notice what I think is wrong. The shortcomings that I am so willing to point out because I think I know how circumstances should be seem to be so apparent. Today it is with gratitude that I reflect upon the what it was like part of my story. I was stuck in a bitter morass of self pity with seemingly nowhere to go. The solution to this misery was the only one I knew which brought me to the inevitable end. This end was really the commencement of a way of life better than I could have imagined. It is not as if everything today is a walk in the park but it is living, breathing, and experiencing the ups and downs of life. I do get to live life on life’s terms and feel the full range of emotions, not always pleasant, but I am present for them. I have been given a gift that I only get to continue to enjoy if I continue to be willing to freely give it away as it was given to me. I can look around and notice what is wrong but really if I look deep enough I can see that everything is more than ok, the day is an amazing gift. Life today is nothing but opportunities. Every breath is a gift that was not a guarantee just a short time ago. It is easy to rely upon the Devine Power that has delivered me to the solution in which I now live when life is smooth and easy but the true test of faith comes when circumstances are not as I think they should be.
Today I will focus on what it was like while I am experiencing the present moment in an effort to bring gratitude into each breath.